Today I want to write about magic "thing" I see I have... Every day I'm talking with friends, or texting them, but few days ago I realized how important I am for some of them... They're as important for me of course, but that's scaring me! I guess lonely people's life is much easier because they're not dependent on someone, but I just can't live like that - without loved ones - 'cause I feel really sad when I'm on my own.
You may be suprised - why are friendships and relationships scaring me? But don't you realized it's a little bit weird when someone knows really much about you? I guess it's nice thing for lots of people, but when I tell friends about details of my life I feel like I'm losing part of me. Funny thing is that I'm thinking like typical lonely person, but I'm always surrounded by friends :) but back to the point - losing part of myself for friends isn't entirely normal, so I guess that's natural that I feel uncomfortable with this.
Second thing which is amazing but also dangerous is fact that your words are important for your friends and you can accidentally hurt them and don't even realize it! When you're close with someone you have to be careful about what you say.
I'm very happy I'm not a loner, and I'm grateful that friends stand with me :) Beyond those two friendship deffects beeing close with someone is awesome - friends make life make sense!
Finally I managed not to fall into monologue! I'm proud of myself!
xoxo
Julia B, 2B
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